December 7, 2006 - Thursday

this is what i think, bout myself
Current mood: anxious
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

you know every night i go to bed think, how i'm i going to rise to the ocasion the next day. what can i do to make a difference, step out of my confort zone and step out of the norm and do something important. when i go to bed i every night i dream about what i want to do the next day and i dream the way things i think would go if i did something important, but i just wake up the next morning thinking that thats what i'm going to do today i'm going to do what i dream about. but once i get to school and relize that its not a dream its real, if i mess up then i wont just wake up and it will all be over, so out of fear i stay my basic course do what i would normally do. and now i am finally trying to get over this fear along with a few others. i am going to try to be what i want to be and not let my selfconsious get in the way anymore because it is just holding me back. and with this whole spill about what i really think coming to a close i want to remind you if you are in this kinda situation then, think hard and pray about it, and you'll find out what you need to do to over come it.
trust me, rise to the ocasion and you will be set.